Sometimes it’s my only escape..





Why did I have to be born like this?
Why this mental illness and not another?
Why do I have to feel like this?
Did it come from my mother?

Why can’t I just be normal?
Why can’t I be free?
Why do I have to feel like this?
Is this real or is it just me?

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PSA: Ativan

Oh fuck. I never thought I’d EVER withdrawal from any kind of medication for my mentality that my shrink has put me on. I was wrong.. For those of you that take Ativan (benzo class controlled substance), IT FUCKING SUCKS to be taken off of it. If I knew this shit, I wouldn’t have even started taking it in the first place.

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